I can't do it anymore....

Recently more and more often i've been really struggling to tell people when there's something wrong with me because I know other people that are going through alot worse things that I am and it's them that should be being looked after by everyone...


My dad hasn't messaged me since november, i feel like my biggest fear has come true, that just as i got used to him being around, he disappears again, i've been trying to write him a message all night, i've finally finished writing it, but i'm terrified to send it.. I don't know if i want to.. but I can't take the silence anymore.

Oh shut up Laura, you do this to yourself.