Hello blog.
Ever felt annoyed that people only talk to you when they need something, well today thats how i felt. But you see this wasn't any old type of i need a favour, this was serious, and it's not like i really could have just ignored it. This person, who I shall not name, came online and simply said to me: "how do i tell my family im self harming and that i tryd to jump of a trian bridge". Now i'm not going to lie, I think it was a little bit harsh of them to spring that on me, but i can't really toss that aside can i? I'm actually genuinely worried about this person as they are infact one of my friends and I don't really want one of my friends committing suicide.
As annoyed as I was at this person for not talking to me for months then springing that on me, I felt slightly relieved that they know they can talk to me, because i am there for anyone who wants to talk, but they seriously only use me for advise, which annoys me. This person isn't the only person to do it though, this person is just one that you can't ignore because of the seriousness of what she said.
I'm scared, I don't want my friend committing suicide. help?
=/
Tuesday, 27 October 2009
Monday, 19 October 2009
hmm...
So, my Dad asked if i wanted to meet up with him at the end of the month a few weeks ago and I messaged him back saying that I didn't want to meet up with him yet.
I have plenty of reasons why I don't want to meet up with him yet, for a start I don't want to meet up with him and then him drop off the face of the earth again leaving me feeling hurt and not good enough, therefore I'd rather leave if for now until i fully trust him. The problem is though that I don't even know if i want to know him yet, the only reason I'm messaging him back when he messages me is because i'm scared of him slipping away again, I mean this could be my only chance to ever know him. But ever since I've messaged him back saying i didn't want to meet up with him yet he hasn't messaged me back, it's been atleast 2 weeks, he usually replies within a few days, i'm scared that i've let him down and now feel like he's slipping away from me again. I'm so scared of him slipping away although I don't know if i even want to know him, I'm just scared that if i ever do want to know him and i pass up the opportunity now, that might be my last chance. I don't know what to do. help?
-Laura
I have plenty of reasons why I don't want to meet up with him yet, for a start I don't want to meet up with him and then him drop off the face of the earth again leaving me feeling hurt and not good enough, therefore I'd rather leave if for now until i fully trust him. The problem is though that I don't even know if i want to know him yet, the only reason I'm messaging him back when he messages me is because i'm scared of him slipping away again, I mean this could be my only chance to ever know him. But ever since I've messaged him back saying i didn't want to meet up with him yet he hasn't messaged me back, it's been atleast 2 weeks, he usually replies within a few days, i'm scared that i've let him down and now feel like he's slipping away from me again. I'm so scared of him slipping away although I don't know if i even want to know him, I'm just scared that if i ever do want to know him and i pass up the opportunity now, that might be my last chance. I don't know what to do. help?
-Laura
Wednesday, 30 September 2009
Just an explanation really....
My Dad wants to see me, therefore yet again, my head is messed up. meh, why am i finding this all so hard to deal with?!?!
Thursday, 24 September 2009
A mixture of complaining and happiness.
So, I recently started college, which is going amazingly. I've made like a million (not quite) new friends which is good.
BUT
I have to do resit maths because I got a D in GCSE maths last year, so i'm supposed to be taking the foundation paper, I originally did the higher paper therefore i know all the things on the higher paper and only really know the things on the foundation paper from year 9. Today we did; prime numbers, factors, multiples, integers, cube numbers, square numbers and times tables. I'm sorry if you find these things hard but i find that sort of thing stupidly easy. I'm not saying people who find that sort of thing difficult are thick, but i felt like i was thick being taught them, because it's something i already know and can do easily. I talked to the teacher about it and she said that she'd noticed that I was finding it easy so she's said that i can go to the higher lessons to see if i can cope. She also said that i was looking a bit cool and relaxed in the lesson and that the higher class was a class of people who were really dedicated and really wanted to learn, which riled me, so i tried to explain that when i find something really easy i tend to get frustrated if i put too much effort in because its just too easy, and she didn't want to know, which made me think how the fuck does she expect to understand her class if she doesn't allow them to explain themselves at times. Eventually I kind of found a gap where she wasn't talking and told her because i didn't want her thinking that i'm just going to go into the class relaxed and acting like i don't really give a shit. because, believe it or not i do, I want to get my GCSE maths because i'll need it to be able to get into uni and also i think i could probably get it quite easily because i know all the stuff i need to know to get it, when i took the exam i was having an off day which is probably why i didn't get it. So that got me really annoyed.
But other than that, college is amazing so far, i can't really complain. I have a new friendship group, Lindsey, Emma and Jodie, and Lindsey and Emma's BFs sometimes. They are all epic people :).
Since going to college, i've gained a heck of a lot of confidence, and i've become the happy bubbly person that i used to be like 3/4 years ago, just a little less hyper and annoying. :)
My course at college is so far going well, my tutors are alright, i prefer some to others because some came off as moody gits during this week, but they might just have been like that for the first lesson for one reason or another, they might be nicer next lesson. But only time will tell.
:)
All in all, I like my life at the moment :)
-Laura
x
BUT
I have to do resit maths because I got a D in GCSE maths last year, so i'm supposed to be taking the foundation paper, I originally did the higher paper therefore i know all the things on the higher paper and only really know the things on the foundation paper from year 9. Today we did; prime numbers, factors, multiples, integers, cube numbers, square numbers and times tables. I'm sorry if you find these things hard but i find that sort of thing stupidly easy. I'm not saying people who find that sort of thing difficult are thick, but i felt like i was thick being taught them, because it's something i already know and can do easily. I talked to the teacher about it and she said that she'd noticed that I was finding it easy so she's said that i can go to the higher lessons to see if i can cope. She also said that i was looking a bit cool and relaxed in the lesson and that the higher class was a class of people who were really dedicated and really wanted to learn, which riled me, so i tried to explain that when i find something really easy i tend to get frustrated if i put too much effort in because its just too easy, and she didn't want to know, which made me think how the fuck does she expect to understand her class if she doesn't allow them to explain themselves at times. Eventually I kind of found a gap where she wasn't talking and told her because i didn't want her thinking that i'm just going to go into the class relaxed and acting like i don't really give a shit. because, believe it or not i do, I want to get my GCSE maths because i'll need it to be able to get into uni and also i think i could probably get it quite easily because i know all the stuff i need to know to get it, when i took the exam i was having an off day which is probably why i didn't get it. So that got me really annoyed.
But other than that, college is amazing so far, i can't really complain. I have a new friendship group, Lindsey, Emma and Jodie, and Lindsey and Emma's BFs sometimes. They are all epic people :).
Since going to college, i've gained a heck of a lot of confidence, and i've become the happy bubbly person that i used to be like 3/4 years ago, just a little less hyper and annoying. :)
My course at college is so far going well, my tutors are alright, i prefer some to others because some came off as moody gits during this week, but they might just have been like that for the first lesson for one reason or another, they might be nicer next lesson. But only time will tell.
:)
All in all, I like my life at the moment :)
-Laura
x
Sunday, 20 September 2009
This is why i love Alice
[19:34:47] Laura...<3 says:
WE SHOULD BE LOVERS, and thats a fact. no nothing, would keep us together, we could turn just for one day, we could be heros for ever and ever, we could be heros for ever and ever, we can be heros just because of i will always love you (8)
[19:34:58] Alice says:
BEST FILM EVAR
[19:35:03] Laura...<3 says:
just a bit
[19:35:20] Laura...<3 says:
<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<£<£<££<<£<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<£<£<£,<33333333333333333333333
[19:35:22] Laura...<3 says:
:)
[19:35:46] Laura...<3 says:
love is many a spledid thing
[19:36:47] Laura...<3 says:
i can marry ewan mcgroger yes?
[19:36:56] Alice says:
Omg I know <3
[19:37:19] Laura...<3 says:
LOVE LIFTS UP WHERE WE BELONG
[19:37:27] Laura...<3 says:
WHERE EAGLES FLY ON A MOUNTTIAN HIGH
[19:37:37] Laura...<3 says:
LOVE MAKES US ACT LIKE WE ARE FOOLS
[19:37:42] Alice says:
THROW OUR LIVES AWAY
[19:37:46] Alice says:
FOR ONE HAPPY DAY
[19:37:51] Alice says:
WE COULD BE HEROESSSSSSSSSSSS
[19:38:06] Laura...<3 says:
just for one day
[19:38:11] Laura...<3 says:
YOU YOU WILL BE MEAN
[19:38:13] Laura...<3 says:
no i wont
[19:38:20] Laura...<3 says:
AND I I'LL DRINK ALL THE TIME
[19:38:20] Alice says:
I, I'LL DRINK ALL THE TIME
[19:38:24] Laura...<3 says:
HA!
[19:38:26] Laura...<3 says:
i beat you
[19:38:31] Alice says:
flip off
[19:38:32] Laura...<3 says:
:P
[19:38:38] Alice says:
I forgot caps and had to do it again
[19:38:45] Alice says:
in other news
[19:38:47] Laura...<3 says:
lol fail
[19:38:50] Laura...<3 says:
haha
[19:38:55] Laura...<3 says:
(l)
[19:38:58] Laura...<3 says:
moulin rouge
[19:39:02] Laura...<3 says:
i want to marry it
[19:39:05] Laura...<3 says:
please?
[19:39:41] Alice says:
I want to marry it too
[19:39:48] Alice says:
Do you think it could be a bigamist?
[19:40:01] Laura...<3 says:
yes.
[19:40:12] Laura...<3 says:
because i think everyone on the planet should marry it
[19:40:19] Laura...<3 says:
as i think that it is the best film ever
[19:40:36] Alice says:
mhm
[19:41:27] Laura...<3 says:
SAT ON THE ROOF AND I KICKED OFF THE MOSS
[19:41:32] Laura...<3 says:
lol
[19:41:45] Alice says:
loll
[19:42:27] Laura...<3 says:
SO EXCUSE ME FOR GETTING BUT THESE THINGS I DO SEE I'VE FORGOTTEN IF THEY'RE GREEN OR IF THEY'RE BLUE
[19:42:39] Laura...<3 says:
i dont even think those are the right words but hey
[19:43:12] Alice says:
but hey
[19:43:25] Laura...<3 says:
GUESS WHAT
[19:43:31] Alice says:
WHAT
[19:43:39] Laura...<3 says:
THE SKY IS FALLING!
[19:43:41] Laura...<3 says:
AND
[19:43:57] Laura...<3 says:
THE HILLS THEY'RE ALIVE. WITH THE SOUND.. THE SOUND OF MUSIC...
[19:44:14] Alice says:
WITH SONGS THEY HAVE SUNG
[19:44:22] Alice says:
FOR A THOUSANDDDDDDDDDDDDDD YEARS
[19:44:33] Laura...<3 says:
what i dont understand is how hills sing..
[19:44:59] Alice says:
Metaphorical, Laura.
[19:45:06] Laura...<3 says:
I know.
[19:45:09] Laura...<3 says:
but still!!!
[19:45:16] Laura...<3 says:
WHATS IT A METAPHOR FOR
[19:45:28] Alice says:
THEM BEING FULL OF LIFE
[19:45:35] Alice says:
AND ALSO MAKING YOU SING
[19:45:38] Laura...<3 says:
BUT THEY AREN'T
[19:45:43] Laura...<3 says:
RAWR
[19:45:43] Alice says:
RUN TO THE HILLS!
[19:46:33] Laura...<3 says:
WE SHOULD BE LOVERS
[19:46:47] Laura...<3 says:
and that.. that right there is a fact
[19:46:58] Alice says:
LET'S DO IT ;)
[19:47:03] Laura...<3 says:
lets
[19:47:09] Laura...<3 says:
we could be heros
[19:47:13] Laura...<3 says:
for ever and ever :)
[19:47:17] Laura...<3 says:
:O
[19:47:18] Alice says:
we could be heroeees
[19:47:19] Laura...<3 says:
even
[19:47:19] Laura...<3 says:
lol
[19:47:29] Alice says:
just for one day
[19:47:33] Laura...<3 says:
no.
[19:47:38] Laura...<3 says:
for ever and ever.
[19:47:45] Laura...<3 says:
EVERAND EVER AND EVARRRRRRR
[19:47:46] Laura...<3 says:
yes
[19:47:49] Laura...<3 says:
:D
[19:48:01] Alice says:
ME + YOU = (L)
[19:48:02] Alice says:
:S
[19:48:04] Alice says:
:D***
[19:48:08] Laura...<3 says:
YES!
[19:48:26] Laura...<3 says:
MY GIFT IS MY SONG!
[19:48:30] Laura...<3 says:
AND THIS ONES FOR YOU!
[19:48:41] Laura...<3 says:
and you can tell everybody
[19:48:45] Alice says:
Love is like oxygen.
[19:48:48] Laura...<3 says:
that this right here is your song
[19:48:51] Alice says:
Love is a many spendid thing
[19:49:29] Laura...<3 says:
love lifts us up where we belong
[19:49:46] Laura...<3 says:
love is all you need
[19:50:17] Laura...<3 says:
:D
[19:50:21] Alice says:
:D
[19:50:32] Laura...<3 says:
I LOVE YOU ALICE :P
[19:50:39] Alice says:
I LOVE YOU LAURA :P
[19:50:43] Laura...<3 says:
YEY
[19:50:52] Laura...<3 says:
LETS GET A DAILY RAMBLES WEDDING
[19:50:57] Alice says:
OMG OMG OMG
[19:51:00] Alice says:
YESSSSSSSSSSSS
[19:51:05] Alice says:
WE ARE LOVERSSSSSS
[19:51:08] Alice says:
AND THAT'S A FACT
[19:51:17] Laura...<3 says:
YES. that is a fact!
[19:51:32] Laura...<3 says:
i nearly typed face..
[19:51:40] Laura...<3 says:
that.. right there... is a face.
[19:51:45] Laura...<3 says:
:P
[19:52:11] Alice says:
I nearly wrote we ate lovers...
[19:52:16] Laura...<3 says:
lol
[19:52:37] Laura...<3 says:
we ate lovers... and thats a face
[19:52:38] Laura...<3 says:
:P
[19:53:17] Laura...<3 says:
we ate lovers.. and just off subject a bit... that there is a face. yes.
[19:53:27] Alice says:
*Lol*
[19:53:42] Laura...<3 says:
i'm crying from laughter.
[19:53:47] Alice says:
:D
[19:53:50] Alice says:
I'm almost cring
[19:53:56] Alice says:
but idk if it's laugher or moulin rouge
[19:54:04] Alice says:
OR HAPPINESS THAT WE'RE FINALLY TOGETHER <3
[19:54:13] Laura...<3 says:
lmao
[19:54:33] Laura...<3 says:
but why is this not stated in your name!!
[19:55:03] Alice says:
it should be stated in yours too missy
[19:55:10] Laura...<3 says:
it is
[19:55:15] Laura...<3 says:
*technically*
[19:55:28] Alice says:
hahah
[19:55:51] Laura...<3 says:
happy?
[19:55:55] Alice says:
:D
[19:57:11] Alice says:
I'm bobbing my head to the violin bit in roxanne 8-)
[19:57:49] Laura...<3 says:
lol
[19:59:16] Alice says:
check your @replies xD
[19:59:44] Laura...<3 says:
i seed it
[20:01:18] Alice says:
why did you not reply? :'(
[20:01:33] Laura...<3 says:
cos.. i thought it was better left like that
[20:01:39] Alice says:
:(
[20:01:42] Laura...<3 says:
:(
[20:01:45] Laura...<3 says:
i'll reply now
[20:01:50] Alice says:
cheaaaaa
[20:02:10] Alice says:
It's the least you can do for making me still not have done any work...
[20:02:11] Alice says:
lolz
[20:02:38] Laura...<3 says:
huh?
[20:10:49] Laura...<3 says:
go die
[20:10:51] Laura...<3 says:
:)
[20:11:26] Alice says:
BUT THEN WE WOULDN'T BE FOREVER AND EVER [20:12:02] Alice says:
I'm not a cool kid with a lappy :(
[20:12:21] Laura...<3 says:
:(
[20:12:45] Laura...<3 says:
WE WILL ALWAYS BE TOGETHER BECAUSE I WILL LOVE YOU UNTIL MY DYING DAY!!!
[20:12:53] Alice says:
:)
[20:19:09] Alice says:
and ja
[20:20:10] Laura...<3 says:
i am strong when i am on your shoulder
[20:20:17] Laura...<3 says:
you raise me up to more than i can be
[20:20:26] Laura...<3 says:
you raise me up so i can stand on mountains
[20:23:07] Alice says:
kthx
[20:23:08] Alice says:
:P
[20:23:16] Laura...<3 says:
lmao
[20:59:18] Alice says:
:D YAY I'M GETTING FED
[20:59:52] Laura...<3 says:
cools
[20:59:57] Laura...<3 says:
me2... in about an hour
[20:59:58] Laura...<3 says:
fml
[21:00:02] Alice says:
Ah
[21:00:11] Alice says:
You lead a life like mine
[21:00:23] Alice says:
Last night I went to bed before my mum
[21:00:26] Alice says:
..at 3.30 am
[21:00:36] Laura...<3 says:
lol
[21:00:58] Laura...<3 says:
i went to bed at the same time as my mum last night/this morning..
[21:01:02] Laura...<3 says:
1:30am
[21:01:03] Laura...<3 says:
(y)
[21:01:07] Alice says:
(Y)
[21:01:45] Laura...<3 says:
lol
[21:02:01] Laura...<3 says:
theres an offer on somewhere for glasses.. what ever your age is the discount you get..
[21:02:20] Laura...<3 says:
imagine if you were 100.. getting 100% discount
[21:02:23] Laura...<3 says:
immense
[21:02:28] Alice says:
omg
[21:02:29] Alice says:
wow
[21:02:36] Alice says:
anyhow brb x
[21:02:42] Laura...<3 says:
shit for us though.. and hb
[21:47:05] Alice says:
bbackkk
[21:47:08] Laura...<3 says:
wb
[21:47:27] Alice says:
I feel like I'm on a talk show
[21:47:36] Alice says:
Hello and welcome back to the Laura Thrulow show...
[21:47:38] Laura...<3 says:
lol, why?
[21:47:53] Alice says:
the welcome
[21:47:54] Alice says:
xD
[21:47:59] Laura...<3 says:
lol, fair enough
[21:56:09] Laura...<3 says:
soooo
[21:56:17] Laura...<3 says:
what was it like?
[21:56:34] Alice says:
huh?
[21:56:51] Laura...<3 says:
sticking with the talk show theme lol
[21:57:27] Alice says:
ohhh
[21:57:30] Alice says:
it was amazing
[21:57:32] Alice says:
a great experience
[21:58:07] Laura...<3 says:
fantastic, so you weren't at all scared throughout the experience?
[22:00:32] Alice says:
no no
[22:00:37] Alice says:
it was just like wow
[22:00:43] Alice says:
I was wearing my blue bow tie and that
[22:01:31] Laura...<3 says:
very nice, that was alice talking about her rape experience. our next guest is sophie talking about her bad boob job experience after this break
[22:02:56] Alice says:
*claps*
[22:03:35] Laura...<3 says:
lmao
[22:04:58] Laura...<3 says:
sooo
[22:06:17] Alice says:
so laura
[22:06:27] Alice says:
what emotions did you feel throughout?
[22:06:51] Laura...<3 says:
none,i was emotionless
[22:07:21] Alice says:
Wow, so how do you feel about it with hindsight?
[22:08:13] Laura...<3 says:
i'm not entirely sure really, it was definatly an experience t hat could have been different in some aspects
[22:08:39] Alice says:
What about the other person involved? How do you feel about them?
[22:09:08] Laura...<3 says:
well i dont hate them, it wasn't their fault
[22:09:17] Alice says:
Thank you for coming on the show Laura
[22:09:26] Alice says:
So everyone that was Laura talking about her wedding
[22:09:31] Laura...<3 says:
lmao
[22:09:58] Alice says:
tune in after the break for Emma talking about her relationship with bigamist husband moulin rouge
[22:10:05] Laura...<3 says:
lmao
[22:10:15] Laura...<3 says:
you make me laugh lol
[22:10:20] Alice says:
That as better be off on the floor.
[22:10:26] Alice says:
ass*
[22:10:32] Alice says:
you bet I do (H)
[22:10:52] Laura...<3 says:
i'm so tempted to copy and paste this into my blog..
[22:10:55] Laura...<3 says:
just for the lulz
[22:11:27] Alice says:
OMG DO
[22:11:39] Alice says:
I was tempted to do it earlier
[22:11:40] Alice says:
ahah
-Laura
x
WE SHOULD BE LOVERS, and thats a fact. no nothing, would keep us together, we could turn just for one day, we could be heros for ever and ever, we could be heros for ever and ever, we can be heros just because of i will always love you (8)
[19:34:58] Alice says:
BEST FILM EVAR
[19:35:03] Laura...<3 says:
just a bit
[19:35:20] Laura...<3 says:
<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<£<£<££<<£<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<£<£<£,<33333333333333333333333
[19:35:22] Laura...<3 says:
:)
[19:35:46] Laura...<3 says:
love is many a spledid thing
[19:36:47] Laura...<3 says:
i can marry ewan mcgroger yes?
[19:36:56] Alice says:
Omg I know <3
[19:37:19] Laura...<3 says:
LOVE LIFTS UP WHERE WE BELONG
[19:37:27] Laura...<3 says:
WHERE EAGLES FLY ON A MOUNTTIAN HIGH
[19:37:37] Laura...<3 says:
LOVE MAKES US ACT LIKE WE ARE FOOLS
[19:37:42] Alice says:
THROW OUR LIVES AWAY
[19:37:46] Alice says:
FOR ONE HAPPY DAY
[19:37:51] Alice says:
WE COULD BE HEROESSSSSSSSSSSS
[19:38:06] Laura...<3 says:
just for one day
[19:38:11] Laura...<3 says:
YOU YOU WILL BE MEAN
[19:38:13] Laura...<3 says:
no i wont
[19:38:20] Laura...<3 says:
AND I I'LL DRINK ALL THE TIME
[19:38:20] Alice says:
I, I'LL DRINK ALL THE TIME
[19:38:24] Laura...<3 says:
HA!
[19:38:26] Laura...<3 says:
i beat you
[19:38:31] Alice says:
flip off
[19:38:32] Laura...<3 says:
:P
[19:38:38] Alice says:
I forgot caps and had to do it again
[19:38:45] Alice says:
in other news
[19:38:47] Laura...<3 says:
lol fail
[19:38:50] Laura...<3 says:
haha
[19:38:55] Laura...<3 says:
(l)
[19:38:58] Laura...<3 says:
moulin rouge
[19:39:02] Laura...<3 says:
i want to marry it
[19:39:05] Laura...<3 says:
please?
[19:39:41] Alice says:
I want to marry it too
[19:39:48] Alice says:
Do you think it could be a bigamist?
[19:40:01] Laura...<3 says:
yes.
[19:40:12] Laura...<3 says:
because i think everyone on the planet should marry it
[19:40:19] Laura...<3 says:
as i think that it is the best film ever
[19:40:36] Alice says:
mhm
[19:41:27] Laura...<3 says:
SAT ON THE ROOF AND I KICKED OFF THE MOSS
[19:41:32] Laura...<3 says:
lol
[19:41:45] Alice says:
loll
[19:42:27] Laura...<3 says:
SO EXCUSE ME FOR GETTING BUT THESE THINGS I DO SEE I'VE FORGOTTEN IF THEY'RE GREEN OR IF THEY'RE BLUE
[19:42:39] Laura...<3 says:
i dont even think those are the right words but hey
[19:43:12] Alice says:
but hey
[19:43:25] Laura...<3 says:
GUESS WHAT
[19:43:31] Alice says:
WHAT
[19:43:39] Laura...<3 says:
THE SKY IS FALLING!
[19:43:41] Laura...<3 says:
AND
[19:43:57] Laura...<3 says:
THE HILLS THEY'RE ALIVE. WITH THE SOUND.. THE SOUND OF MUSIC...
[19:44:14] Alice says:
WITH SONGS THEY HAVE SUNG
[19:44:22] Alice says:
FOR A THOUSANDDDDDDDDDDDDDD YEARS
[19:44:33] Laura...<3 says:
what i dont understand is how hills sing..
[19:44:59] Alice says:
Metaphorical, Laura.
[19:45:06] Laura...<3 says:
I know.
[19:45:09] Laura...<3 says:
but still!!!
[19:45:16] Laura...<3 says:
WHATS IT A METAPHOR FOR
[19:45:28] Alice says:
THEM BEING FULL OF LIFE
[19:45:35] Alice says:
AND ALSO MAKING YOU SING
[19:45:38] Laura...<3 says:
BUT THEY AREN'T
[19:45:43] Laura...<3 says:
RAWR
[19:45:43] Alice says:
RUN TO THE HILLS!
[19:46:33] Laura...<3 says:
WE SHOULD BE LOVERS
[19:46:47] Laura...<3 says:
and that.. that right there is a fact
[19:46:58] Alice says:
LET'S DO IT ;)
[19:47:03] Laura...<3 says:
lets
[19:47:09] Laura...<3 says:
we could be heros
[19:47:13] Laura...<3 says:
for ever and ever :)
[19:47:17] Laura...<3 says:
:O
[19:47:18] Alice says:
we could be heroeees
[19:47:19] Laura...<3 says:
even
[19:47:19] Laura...<3 says:
lol
[19:47:29] Alice says:
just for one day
[19:47:33] Laura...<3 says:
no.
[19:47:38] Laura...<3 says:
for ever and ever.
[19:47:45] Laura...<3 says:
EVERAND EVER AND EVARRRRRRR
[19:47:46] Laura...<3 says:
yes
[19:47:49] Laura...<3 says:
:D
[19:48:01] Alice says:
ME + YOU = (L)
[19:48:02] Alice says:
:S
[19:48:04] Alice says:
:D***
[19:48:08] Laura...<3 says:
YES!
[19:48:26] Laura...<3 says:
MY GIFT IS MY SONG!
[19:48:30] Laura...<3 says:
AND THIS ONES FOR YOU!
[19:48:41] Laura...<3 says:
and you can tell everybody
[19:48:45] Alice says:
Love is like oxygen.
[19:48:48] Laura...<3 says:
that this right here is your song
[19:48:51] Alice says:
Love is a many spendid thing
[19:49:29] Laura...<3 says:
love lifts us up where we belong
[19:49:46] Laura...<3 says:
love is all you need
[19:50:17] Laura...<3 says:
:D
[19:50:21] Alice says:
:D
[19:50:32] Laura...<3 says:
I LOVE YOU ALICE :P
[19:50:39] Alice says:
I LOVE YOU LAURA :P
[19:50:43] Laura...<3 says:
YEY
[19:50:52] Laura...<3 says:
LETS GET A DAILY RAMBLES WEDDING
[19:50:57] Alice says:
OMG OMG OMG
[19:51:00] Alice says:
YESSSSSSSSSSSS
[19:51:05] Alice says:
WE ARE LOVERSSSSSS
[19:51:08] Alice says:
AND THAT'S A FACT
[19:51:17] Laura...<3 says:
YES. that is a fact!
[19:51:32] Laura...<3 says:
i nearly typed face..
[19:51:40] Laura...<3 says:
that.. right there... is a face.
[19:51:45] Laura...<3 says:
:P
[19:52:11] Alice says:
I nearly wrote we ate lovers...
[19:52:16] Laura...<3 says:
lol
[19:52:37] Laura...<3 says:
we ate lovers... and thats a face
[19:52:38] Laura...<3 says:
:P
[19:53:17] Laura...<3 says:
we ate lovers.. and just off subject a bit... that there is a face. yes.
[19:53:27] Alice says:
*Lol*
[19:53:42] Laura...<3 says:
i'm crying from laughter.
[19:53:47] Alice says:
:D
[19:53:50] Alice says:
I'm almost cring
[19:53:56] Alice says:
but idk if it's laugher or moulin rouge
[19:54:04] Alice says:
OR HAPPINESS THAT WE'RE FINALLY TOGETHER <3
[19:54:13] Laura...<3 says:
lmao
[19:54:33] Laura...<3 says:
but why is this not stated in your name!!
[19:55:03] Alice says:
it should be stated in yours too missy
[19:55:10] Laura...<3 says:
it is
[19:55:15] Laura...<3 says:
*technically*
[19:55:28] Alice says:
hahah
[19:55:51] Laura...<3 says:
happy?
[19:55:55] Alice says:
:D
[19:57:11] Alice says:
I'm bobbing my head to the violin bit in roxanne 8-)
[19:57:49] Laura...<3 says:
lol
[19:59:16] Alice says:
check your @replies xD
[19:59:44] Laura...<3 says:
i seed it
[20:01:18] Alice says:
why did you not reply? :'(
[20:01:33] Laura...<3 says:
cos.. i thought it was better left like that
[20:01:39] Alice says:
:(
[20:01:42] Laura...<3 says:
:(
[20:01:45] Laura...<3 says:
i'll reply now
[20:01:50] Alice says:
cheaaaaa
[20:02:10] Alice says:
It's the least you can do for making me still not have done any work...
[20:02:11] Alice says:
lolz
[20:02:38] Laura...<3 says:
huh?
[20:10:49] Laura...<3 says:
go die
[20:10:51] Laura...<3 says:
:)
[20:11:26] Alice says:
BUT THEN WE WOULDN'T BE FOREVER AND EVER [20:12:02] Alice says:
I'm not a cool kid with a lappy :(
[20:12:21] Laura...<3 says:
:(
[20:12:45] Laura...<3 says:
WE WILL ALWAYS BE TOGETHER BECAUSE I WILL LOVE YOU UNTIL MY DYING DAY!!!
[20:12:53] Alice says:
:)
[20:19:09] Alice says:
and ja
[20:20:10] Laura...<3 says:
i am strong when i am on your shoulder
[20:20:17] Laura...<3 says:
you raise me up to more than i can be
[20:20:26] Laura...<3 says:
you raise me up so i can stand on mountains
[20:23:07] Alice says:
kthx
[20:23:08] Alice says:
:P
[20:23:16] Laura...<3 says:
lmao
[20:59:18] Alice says:
:D YAY I'M GETTING FED
[20:59:52] Laura...<3 says:
cools
[20:59:57] Laura...<3 says:
me2... in about an hour
[20:59:58] Laura...<3 says:
fml
[21:00:02] Alice says:
Ah
[21:00:11] Alice says:
You lead a life like mine
[21:00:23] Alice says:
Last night I went to bed before my mum
[21:00:26] Alice says:
..at 3.30 am
[21:00:36] Laura...<3 says:
lol
[21:00:58] Laura...<3 says:
i went to bed at the same time as my mum last night/this morning..
[21:01:02] Laura...<3 says:
1:30am
[21:01:03] Laura...<3 says:
(y)
[21:01:07] Alice says:
(Y)
[21:01:45] Laura...<3 says:
lol
[21:02:01] Laura...<3 says:
theres an offer on somewhere for glasses.. what ever your age is the discount you get..
[21:02:20] Laura...<3 says:
imagine if you were 100.. getting 100% discount
[21:02:23] Laura...<3 says:
immense
[21:02:28] Alice says:
omg
[21:02:29] Alice says:
wow
[21:02:36] Alice says:
anyhow brb x
[21:02:42] Laura...<3 says:
shit for us though.. and hb
[21:47:05] Alice says:
bbackkk
[21:47:08] Laura...<3 says:
wb
[21:47:27] Alice says:
I feel like I'm on a talk show
[21:47:36] Alice says:
Hello and welcome back to the Laura Thrulow show...
[21:47:38] Laura...<3 says:
lol, why?
[21:47:53] Alice says:
the welcome
[21:47:54] Alice says:
xD
[21:47:59] Laura...<3 says:
lol, fair enough
[21:56:09] Laura...<3 says:
soooo
[21:56:17] Laura...<3 says:
what was it like?
[21:56:34] Alice says:
huh?
[21:56:51] Laura...<3 says:
sticking with the talk show theme lol
[21:57:27] Alice says:
ohhh
[21:57:30] Alice says:
it was amazing
[21:57:32] Alice says:
a great experience
[21:58:07] Laura...<3 says:
fantastic, so you weren't at all scared throughout the experience?
[22:00:32] Alice says:
no no
[22:00:37] Alice says:
it was just like wow
[22:00:43] Alice says:
I was wearing my blue bow tie and that
[22:01:31] Laura...<3 says:
very nice, that was alice talking about her rape experience. our next guest is sophie talking about her bad boob job experience after this break
[22:02:56] Alice says:
*claps*
[22:03:35] Laura...<3 says:
lmao
[22:04:58] Laura...<3 says:
sooo
[22:06:17] Alice says:
so laura
[22:06:27] Alice says:
what emotions did you feel throughout?
[22:06:51] Laura...<3 says:
none,i was emotionless
[22:07:21] Alice says:
Wow, so how do you feel about it with hindsight?
[22:08:13] Laura...<3 says:
i'm not entirely sure really, it was definatly an experience t hat could have been different in some aspects
[22:08:39] Alice says:
What about the other person involved? How do you feel about them?
[22:09:08] Laura...<3 says:
well i dont hate them, it wasn't their fault
[22:09:17] Alice says:
Thank you for coming on the show Laura
[22:09:26] Alice says:
So everyone that was Laura talking about her wedding
[22:09:31] Laura...<3 says:
lmao
[22:09:58] Alice says:
tune in after the break for Emma talking about her relationship with bigamist husband moulin rouge
[22:10:05] Laura...<3 says:
lmao
[22:10:15] Laura...<3 says:
you make me laugh lol
[22:10:20] Alice says:
That as better be off on the floor.
[22:10:26] Alice says:
ass*
[22:10:32] Alice says:
you bet I do (H)
[22:10:52] Laura...<3 says:
i'm so tempted to copy and paste this into my blog..
[22:10:55] Laura...<3 says:
just for the lulz
[22:11:27] Alice says:
OMG DO
[22:11:39] Alice says:
I was tempted to do it earlier
[22:11:40] Alice says:
ahah
-Laura
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Thursday, 3 September 2009
hmm...
I want to write about Summer in the City and how amazing it was any everything, but i feel far too selfish to write about it right now...
I feel so selfish writing this, but i'm going to anyway.
As i'm sure you're all aware, my dad got in contact. Previous to him getting in contact i'd been thinking about possibly getting in contact with him when i left home so i could have some time to think about it and if i defiantly wanted to go through with it. But then he got in contact with me, which completely threw me, if you didn't notice. when ever he messages me it doesn't seem to have much thought or effort behind them. I could possibly be expecting too much, but it all seems, false?
My life is going pretty well at the moment, but i have the nagging feeling in the back of my mind being all like.. your dad your dad what about him, which sometimes can spoil something good. For example whilst i was on holiday in poland my family brought it up, and i really don't like talking about it all with people, i'll write it here because its not a conversation, its just my thoughts.
This blog really doesn't have any order or anything, its just a mash of all my thoughts.
I feel kind of selfish or something because i wanted to get in contact with my dad but when he got in contact with me i didn't want to know. i'm still very wary of it and i don't like it.
I don't know where i'm going with this now.. my head is a mess. ouch. haha
on the bright side the rest of my life is win :)
-Laura
x
I feel so selfish writing this, but i'm going to anyway.
As i'm sure you're all aware, my dad got in contact. Previous to him getting in contact i'd been thinking about possibly getting in contact with him when i left home so i could have some time to think about it and if i defiantly wanted to go through with it. But then he got in contact with me, which completely threw me, if you didn't notice. when ever he messages me it doesn't seem to have much thought or effort behind them. I could possibly be expecting too much, but it all seems, false?
My life is going pretty well at the moment, but i have the nagging feeling in the back of my mind being all like.. your dad your dad what about him, which sometimes can spoil something good. For example whilst i was on holiday in poland my family brought it up, and i really don't like talking about it all with people, i'll write it here because its not a conversation, its just my thoughts.
This blog really doesn't have any order or anything, its just a mash of all my thoughts.
I feel kind of selfish or something because i wanted to get in contact with my dad but when he got in contact with me i didn't want to know. i'm still very wary of it and i don't like it.
I don't know where i'm going with this now.. my head is a mess. ouch. haha
on the bright side the rest of my life is win :)
-Laura
x
Sunday, 23 August 2009
update update update
Hello blog, I neglect you.
Its been almost a month since i posted anything on here and i'll tell you why. I gained some sort of a social life. Since I last posted a blog I've; been on holiday (again :P), i've been to a gathering, i've been hanging around with IRL people and internet peoples at the same time :O.
1. Holiday.
I took Amber on holiday with me to Primrose Valley, which is a haven holiday camp. Which was pretty good. I learnt several things about myself whilst I was there. 1. I go places, eat, and then leave, far too often. 2. I'm really lazy. 3. I say "thats not the point" but have no idea what the point actually is. 4. I let stupid things get me down. etc. Also I went swimming for the first time in like 4 years whilst i was there.
2. Gathering.
I went to boomingham. It was amazing, so glad i decided to go after spending a week debating if i was going to go or not.
3. Hanging around with IRL people (:O)
So I have a friend (I have many but this one particular friend) called Rachael who I seem to have hung around with alot over summer, and when i say alot i mean twice. Calum came up to Leeds and I ended up hanging out with him and Rachael which was pretty fun, and Emily also came up to Leeds and we hung around with Rachael aswell, which was also pretty cool, and Rachael is like dying to meet more youtubers now because they're all epic. Other youtubers seem to be friends with alot of people who think being on youtube is weird, most of the people that i know are the complete opposite. Yesterday I was hanging out with Jodie and we were talking about youtube and SHE came up with an idea for a video which we're going to do and shes also going to get a youtube account. Another friend of mine, Lindsey, I was talking to about boomingham and she has decided shes going to actually use her youtube account and go to gatherings. So I think I have some pretty epic friends if i'm honest. I was just hanging around with the wrong people in high school. well thats 5 years of my life wasted, haha.
All in all I can honestly say my life 'aint so bad after all. I'm just WAAAAAYYYYY over dramatic about little things. haha
-Laura
x
Its been almost a month since i posted anything on here and i'll tell you why. I gained some sort of a social life. Since I last posted a blog I've; been on holiday (again :P), i've been to a gathering, i've been hanging around with IRL people and internet peoples at the same time :O.
1. Holiday.
I took Amber on holiday with me to Primrose Valley, which is a haven holiday camp. Which was pretty good. I learnt several things about myself whilst I was there. 1. I go places, eat, and then leave, far too often. 2. I'm really lazy. 3. I say "thats not the point" but have no idea what the point actually is. 4. I let stupid things get me down. etc. Also I went swimming for the first time in like 4 years whilst i was there.
2. Gathering.
I went to boomingham. It was amazing, so glad i decided to go after spending a week debating if i was going to go or not.
3. Hanging around with IRL people (:O)
So I have a friend (I have many but this one particular friend) called Rachael who I seem to have hung around with alot over summer, and when i say alot i mean twice. Calum came up to Leeds and I ended up hanging out with him and Rachael which was pretty fun, and Emily also came up to Leeds and we hung around with Rachael aswell, which was also pretty cool, and Rachael is like dying to meet more youtubers now because they're all epic. Other youtubers seem to be friends with alot of people who think being on youtube is weird, most of the people that i know are the complete opposite. Yesterday I was hanging out with Jodie and we were talking about youtube and SHE came up with an idea for a video which we're going to do and shes also going to get a youtube account. Another friend of mine, Lindsey, I was talking to about boomingham and she has decided shes going to actually use her youtube account and go to gatherings. So I think I have some pretty epic friends if i'm honest. I was just hanging around with the wrong people in high school. well thats 5 years of my life wasted, haha.
All in all I can honestly say my life 'aint so bad after all. I'm just WAAAAAYYYYY over dramatic about little things. haha
-Laura
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